2 post in a day
i just found out my bdae falls on 1st muharam which is in islamic calendar means its our new year! wow!! its reli special.. atlast something very meaningful on my bdae.. omg omg omg!
my uncle gave me $50 for bdae gift.. my 1st bdae gift! hah.. my throats hurts lyk shit rite now.. very painful wen swallowing.. haiz..
nw quite stress wat to wear on sunday.. goin thru make up video gettin some tips all tt..
im lacking of a lot of things tt i pretty need badly on sunday.. its my bdae can i ask?? omg bo paiseh sia me! i mean who doesnt wish for tt.. bt my skin not thick enuf unlyk some ppl i noe. haha!
things i need/wants
-DRESS DRESS DRESS!! very impt!!nice dress=beach or formal
-4 different shades of EYESHADOW!!! to make smoky eyes effect
-CONCEALER!!!
-LOOSE POWDER!!
-BLUSHER!!!
-make up sponges!
-gd eyeliner
-coloured contact lens..ooo quite nice to have bt wun buy...
argh so frust.. cant reli buy everything now.. so last min.. broke lyk shit..
anita's bdae is coming doubt can give her anythin nice unless there are ppl wanna join in with me??? i'll try my best de.. haiz..
my throat reli pain lyk shit!!
shidah nagged at 23:17
my 21st bdae is coming.. and my throat hurts lyk shit!
i cant decide.. should we go to fine dining or call out both our families to gather and celebrate as one family or do i want whole day spend money on activities and have dinner at swensens or delifrance? argh.. baby the one planning now.. he wanted to go for fine dining.. bt its lyk we can do it on valentine day rite?? nw its quite difficult to gt couple promo..
im having a very sore throat now since wed... ytd aft i vomited i found there's bleeding on my throat.. my left side of my neck was swollen now its painful inside.. i tinc need to see doctor to gt antibiotics. cuz its viral infection.. haiz it has been a few times... who noes maybe i need to get surgery done.. i dun mind the small surgery bt the aft procedure i dun wan to bear..
so yep i stil cant decide.. only gt bout 3 days to my bdae..
oh ya i dreamt tt me and faizal fight over he hacking my blog and read the content tt are not published.. so anyway, he ytd told me tt his sister wanna make up for me but i dun wan.. dun even noe who she is.. plus i dun reli lyk sharing make up powder.. if eyeshadow tt kind of stuffs ok la.. plus its so far at cck..
im looking for news article bout kallang riots. i was there.. full house in the stadium.. so sg lost, 1-0.. its quite disappointin but there's no need for fights to break out.. those mat reps, malay boys all tt were seen beating up the viets.. is tt a very proud thing to do?? why they lyk to act "hero melayu" when its not even heroic at all?? ok the "bhuto" part was ya i admit it was fun.. shoutin as one lyk a cheer but its vulgar.. but its lyk a tradition cheer.. but not to the extend u have to go to one of the viets at east entrance and shout it to his face.. of coz he's angry and its obvious u tryin to provoke the person.. and i saw tis guy his nose was bleedin.. and at the end of it i was cryin cuz i cudn't take it seeing someone was bullied.. argh im very angry at the poor security.. why when the stupid F1(fucking 1) race was held security was super tight and good but on tt kallang nite, only few cisco were seen... i reli dun feel safe anymore in singapore.. i always tot tis is a safe country. crap tt nite i dun feel safe at all.. they shud expect a big crowd!! what crap!
shidah nagged at 12:51
sunday nite
today baby brought me to lower peirce trail park.. i was super duper scared.. i reli dun dare to to go in cuz it was reli dark.. so i suggested we go from another route to make me feel abit more calm down?
we came upon another route which is a little more shorter distance than the previous one, i was still scared to enter.. it looks so creepy! im very worried, i was scared there might be monkeys, snakes, monitor lizard spiders and GHOST! argh!! i was like wat if this wat if tt?? i keep asking him why are we doin this?? baby kept insisting wantin to go in.. haiz.. so with one regular torchlight we went in slowly.. as we gt deeper i keep wantin to walk as fast as possible.. wanna gt it done and over with.. meanwhile i kept talkin to him to distract my tots.. wah kaoz.. when we approachin the water catchment area i was sumhw relieved there wasnt any lights around just torchlight but it the area was quite bright. i tinc cuz of the moonlight reflected by the water so it kinda brightens up the place.. so yep.. it was nice but i stil dun dare to sit by the trail to enjoy the peace.. hah.. so yep thats the end of our night walk adventure.. it was short but memorable.. thx baby^^
so aft tt we went to eat portugese chicken with 3 salads.. it was very nice.. we share one meal. i find tt cool.. we kinda used to it, sharing. its kinda gd.. of cz main reason we save $$ bt oso being able to appreciate things better.. its kinda romantic.. its a nice feelin. rather than u eatin from ur own plate.. hmmm very hard to explain... u shud try it with the person u love..
so today baby nisha is back home.. tmr s marni's bdae..
and how cum andy deleted me from his friendster list?? tot he accepted?? hah. nvm i dun care oso^^
anythin else to say?? hmmmm..
seems lyk nth... oh ya i did housework from ytd til today aftn...whole body achin bt luckily baby massage me it feels reli gd.. thx dear..^^
anythin else??? guez reli no more.
tts it for now.. bye bye
shidah nagged at 23:01
saturday
it was our 1yr 11mth on thurs!
hah! one more mth to go then we officially 2 yrs le..
so fast.. i enjoy sittin down with baby just talkin anythin.. from his football to my bitchy story.. he's my bestfren and enemy.. ytd i cried so bad cuz i regretted tt he nv went to the same sch as me..its emotional mood swing thingy i tinc.. havin tt thing rite nw..well it came on my annivesary.. so choon wan..
haiz baby i reli appreciate u de.. i is have the best bf ever.. atleast thou i keep feelin tt i lack of everything.. i noe at the end of the day i still have u.. so many things i wan but i nv wanted another man in my life besides u.. i can nv imagine myself being with another guy.. i reli love u so much.. you've done alot alot alot of things.. im so sori im always unsatisfied with everythin but i noe wat u've done and i reli appreciate it.. u were always there when i need u.. u shower me with endless love.. unconditional love.. u supported me wen i need u.. u comfort me wen im feelin down.. u nv stop sayin you love me every single day.. u always work to show tt u committed to our relationship.. ur maturity and knowledge is alot older than ur age.. thou i noe u lyk to act funny character and tt probably u tryin to make me laugh but it always ended up with me nagging at u.. baby i love everythin abt u.. u make me laugh and cry.. u've seen the deepest side of me.. be it ugly or beautiful.. u noe me better than anyone else.. i treat u bad at times.. but u continue to love me.. baby u are the most wonderful thing tt has happened in my life.. im glad i met u and im glad we fell in love.. i hope we last forever.. just havin u by my side be it we arguin or just slackin i need tt so much.. i need u so much i wish u are my conjoined twins.. hah..
i wanna tell u THANK YOU.. thank you baby.. thank you for everythin u have done for me..
I LOVE YOU so MUCH!
shidah nagged at 23:02